One for the history books.

So, guess what happened?  That is right.  That girl that I wrote about.  Well she decided to actually go after me.  And who am I to fight?  So I accepted her into my life and put away my most valuable thing for her, my time.  Not everyone gets my time.  If you do, then consider yourself really lucky.  And so I kissed her, and about three days after she asked if we could be official.  You mean me actually being someone's boyfriend?  Ummmm....  sure.... I have never been someone's boyfriend before.  So that goes down in John Reimann history.  And things are going actually really good for about two weeks.  Then a couple of days ago she stopped touching me.  And the reason that this is weird is because she is a VERY touchy person.  So I figured that something was up.  Well today she tagged me in a picture on Facebook basically telling everyone that we are an item.  And so my hopes started going up.  Like I was just kidding myself earlier.  Well, I go over there, like I have been every evening for the past two weeks.  And she sits away from me.  So I started getting the feeling that she is going to break up with me.  And so we go to this show called I-Live.  It is basically SNL for BYU-Idaho.  It was actually super funny.  And so we went back to her place and even before I take off my shoes she asks if she can drop me off home.  Of course I said sure.  And she broke up with me.  My first dump.  Also goes down in the history books.  And I don't know how to take it.  I have been super supportive, caring, thoughtful, funny, etc.  But apparently no matter what I did, it wasn't good enough.  Am I just deemed to be a single man?  Is really being a nice guy biting me in the butt again?  I don't know what to think or do.  And I have a lesson to prepare for tomorrow in Elder's quorum.  I will just sleep and worry about it tomorrow.  This is the third time that she has broken my heart.  Well, let me just cry myself to sleep.  I hope, and I am so sincere about this, that the path that she has chosen will make her happy.  That is all I want for her, is for her to be happy.  Goodbye Alex.