I am quite the screw up at the moment...

So, I guess it all started when I found this car online through craigslist.  Called the owner and it was a pretty good deal.  A little over the price range we were looking at, but still a pretty good deal.  So we decided to go and check out the car.  Super nice car.  Too nice for what I need.  And we talk to the guy and he says that there is someone else looking at the car too.  So my Father asked me if I wanted it.  This is where it all started.  I said yes.  Even though in my stomach, I knew I should have said no.  So we put a down payment on it for him to hold it for us.  $500.  Then we get back home and I start having second thoughts.  My father and I did some math and it would be a pretty penny to fix everything up.  But my Mother convinced us to just get it that night, even though we really did not have a whole lot of time to test drive it or take it to a dealership or anything.  So we went to get it.  Got it, and drove it home.  Then thing after thing after thing start happening to it.  So now it is costing my family a whole lot of money to fix that the guy didn't bother telling us about.  So now, my family is all frustrated because of money, the car, my Dad's job and my schooling.  I feel as though it all started when I said yes.  This whole mess is my fault.  Even if we decide to resell the car, we will be losing money on it already.  I just want to go into a hole for a while and have the world forget about John Reimann for a little while.  I am sick of messing things up.  On top of that, I feel like I really don't have any friends right now.  I am lonely as lonely can be.  My job isn't giving me any hours.  And I have no one to be with.  Not even my family has a whole lot of time for me.  But, I guess this is nothing that I haven't felt and overcome before.  I just didn't think it would have happened again to me this soon.  Or ever for that matter.  Well... I guess all I can do is move forward...  yea...