Been a while since I have had a need to vent.

Well, I guess I am just going to write.  So I was in another show up here at BYU-Idaho.  And while I was acting in it I met this really cool girl, Haley.  So I started to get to know her during the show.  And when the show ended, we went on a date.  Then we went on another date, and Another.  So far it has only really been I get to see her like once a week.  Which for me is a total fail for me.  I try to see her more, but it seems as though when I try, she pushes me away.  Though at the same time, she says that she is interested in me.  But all at the same time it seems like she won't give me the time of day.  So I saw her last night at FHE and I was happy to see her and it seemed as though she was happy to see me.  And that was about it.  Well last week she promised that she would sit by me for devotional, and she texted me a few hours before it started and said that she wouldn't be able to make it.  (Second week in a row mind you) She is super stressed about something, which of course she won't tell me.  So I bought some Oreos, her favorite cookie, and some chocolate, because what girl doesn't like chocolate.  And it seems as though the more I want to have a relationship with her, the more she pushes me away.  So, I guess I am going to step back and let her have her space.  wow...  that sucked just writing.  I like her.  But I guess if it is just a one way road, then there is no point on pursuing.  Well... that is my life right now.  ok....