Things have been looking up!

It has been about a month or so since my last post.  Which really is a good thing if the whole reason for starting this blog was to really vent.  So, the friend that I screwed things over with, well, it isn't totally back to where it was, but a lot better.  My prayers have been getting answered right and left.  I just love my Heavenly Father.  He takes care of me so well.  I finally found a group of friends that actually invite me to things.  I have even been able to invite them to a couple of things.  It is great.  Probably the first time in my life I feel like, well exactly how I have always thought a normal person felt that had friends. 

Throughout elementary school and middle school and even high school, I was always the person left out, the last person to know about something, the one that everyone liked when they are around me but never wanted to hang out, or they just forgot about me.  By the middle of high school, I finally just accepted it and got used to being lonely.  I honestly didn't think that a day like this would ever come to me. I mean, I have been through a lot of crap, and I just figured that this would be one thing that I would just have to live with for most of my life if not all of it. 

But I am grateful to be able to have those friends.  And even more so, I am excited to to back to school.  I have friends going up there with me.  It is going to be a party.  Well not a huge party, cause I need to do homework.  But I want to move forward with my life.  School, career, and if a relationship comes along, I might take it.  But right now, girls are not the first on my mind.  (And that is being generous.)

Well, back to my old self for a little bit.  Apparently, I am repulsive to the opposite sex.  Well, not all of them.  But the girls I am interested in won't give me the time of day, and the ones that are interested in me, well I usually break their hearts and then they won't give me the time of day.  So... girls at the moment, not my priority.  Well, at least having a relationship with one.

But other then that.  I am doing pretty good.  I got myself a place to live up in Rexburg, got me some spending money, and ready to get on with my life and get out of Colorado for a while.  Yea... It is time to move on.