2 Days

So I have two days left, and Saturday will be my last post. So I guess that I should get all I want in with this one and the next.

I am happy that I am going on a mission. I get to get away from all of this stupid drama and lose myself in the work. Though, the hardest part for me right now will be to not give hugs. I LOVE HUGS!!!! And I have heard ever since my freshman year of high school, that I give really good hugs. I don't know how I do it, I guess I just do. I have my thoughts on why people like my hugs, so what the heck I will tell you. My thought is that my hugs are genuine. I just don't through hugs, I give hugs. The way I hug is I put my arms around the girl and hold them tight to me. Maybe a little squeeze. But I want to say the words, I love you, through my hugs. I hope that is what they get when they get my hugs. But some people are just awkward to hug. So how am I supposed to hug them if they really don't want the hug to begin with. The answer is to make the hug just as awkward back!!!! No, but that is what I would want to say. I am going to miss a whole lot of people here in Colorado. Especially YOU, yes you, the person reading right now. I will miss you. But most of my friends right now, are actually really older then I. So, when I get back, they will be in a new part of their life probably, and then they will have no time for me. Well, I guess that is what life is all about. Leaving what you love to do something that is right. Not only is it right, but I have been commanded to. Which makes it even more right.

There is a song that I guess all of this reminds me of. I don't know how to show everyone, because it was my brother's band and it just isn't online anywhere. It is called, end of the year. And I just love the song so much. I might just have to listen to it and write down the lyrics for you all. But the lyrics are only half of it, you need to hear the song too. It is on my i-tunes. So if you know how to put a song there HERE, please tell me how.

So yea, there is one part that I love that has always kind of cheered me up. And that part goes, "I may not have a girl, but soon I might. And if I did I would squeeze her tight."

So really, if you know how to get a song on here please tell me. Ummm... So far I guess that I all I have to say for today. Till tomorrow. Then Off to the mission.